How Zarrah helped me out?!

ok i know everyone is flipping out like how in the sam hell did Shadpws ex ever help you with anyting?? well heres the story...


last year he was dating her i saw them together and i realized how good he was and how horrible she was in return he just kept giving her second chances no matter what she did and he always forgave her...


so i learned he forgives easily and he would be a quality boyfriend...


and it sort of killed me that he sat on the complete opposite side of the room as me in every class when he could easily move closer...but ever snce i was younger i kinda had this theory that if a guy wants to talk to you...he will...so i let him be. i figured he never moved for one of two reasons 1. he had too much respect for Zarrah and could not bring himself to talk to other females...


2. he did not want to speak to me...just cause


well because everyone else in the class sorta sat around me and were in talking distance but noooo he was on the complete opposite side of the room in the back!!!
his friend was into me...like really really into me and he probably would have had more of a chance if he was not so easy...i like a challenge or someone i really have to figure out but his friend kinda just threw himself at me in hopes of love...but metaphorically i just stepped aside and let him fall so i could sneak a glance and shadow!
Zarrah is that girl that everyone seems to hang around like people just gravitate to her and are automatically her friend but no one truly knows who she really truly is. i wondered what it was about her that made everyone take to her so easily but everytime i saw her i knew Shadow was not to far behindde and thats all that really mattered...
one day i saw the pain across shadows face and i usually do not get involved with rumors and what people assume to be true but it was the only explanation for why he looked so down...i became close to him through giving him advice on how to keep Zarrah...inside i wanted him to myself but i also wanted him to be happy...for whatever reason because anyone else could have been equally as hurt and i would not have felt the need to take it upon myself to help him or her...but he was like one of those rescue the animals commercials that make you tear up and you feel guilty if you change the channel...
so to be honest Zarrah is the reason i really truly felt the need to invest more time and attention in shdaow in although i kinda do not want to believe she is as heartless as everone says but hey... the world is full of surprises...
so to this i say thank you Zarrah for being such a two timing heartless hoe that doesn't know a good man when she see's one...you really helped me out...
-Blog ya later!


p.s. i still have nothing against her but you no...dont mess with shadow!