things i was thinking...

Did you ever fall for someone you knew you shouldn't
try hard to fight your feeling, but you couldn't
you fall deeper with each passing day
but try to hide it in every possible way
He's only a friend and nothing else--
thats the lie you keep telling yourself
you keep on saying he's just a bud
but deep inside your falling in love
you get so get so giddy when you meet his eyes
you keep reminding yourself it isn't right
a simple glance turns into a stare
but you pretend you don't care
it's not right for you two to be
is that why you hide is so no one can see
but how long will you pretend?
keep lying that he's just a friend?
perhaps your feelings can never show
perhaps it's wrong for him to know
your friendship can't be risked over this
but what if it ends in pure bliss?
being his girl must be my impossible wish...